so i am a toy to u all...

so everybody looking down on each other
even the close ones
proof to them i can do it
i'll never ask for single word from them anymore
this makes me like a joker to them
"Action more than words/Don't dream it. Do it... "
say it out is easy, work it out is hard. whatever was it, i shit dis!
but still...
believe me, if one fine day when my luck is come i got the chance to make big money
and have a own company
i'll really fuck care you all
so I'M a big FUCK, and YOU just shut UP!

THiS GRiD iS DESiGNED TO ASSiST iN CREATiNG AN ENERGY FRiENDLY ENViRONMENT iN WiTH A FULL SPECTRUM OF COLOR AND FREQUENCY CAN ViTALiZE AND BALANCE THE CHAKRA SYSTEM.

Crystalline Reiki Grid for me? of course this pic not the actual one of mine. KeePi to myself haha.

this is what astrologer said

Minghai, We have never met I know and this contact may seem strange to you considering that we have only been in contact by email but I am used to developing this kind of relationship with my correspondants and in your case the relationship is particularly strong as I can see that you are someone very interesting indeed and that you have a great personal richness. This brings me great pleasure because I can see that you possess enormous potential and on an astrological level it is fascinating for me to examine this. You are a great professional challenge to work with and a great personal pleasure to talk to.

she wants "somebody" to be care
she wants "somebody" to be know
she wants "somebody" to be give
but she'll never fall for that "somebody"

distance between the times...

放不下 是_活该

watching movie alone...
dinning alone...
shopping alone...
walking alone...
i'm alone...

lonesome guy 孤独 寂寞的男子

STRUGGLiNG...

visiting with naked eyes...

when you left... in silents...

people, I'm very busy!
been busy with nothing... Lately=.="

now very windy, gotta to rain soon

CYBORG SHE 我的機器人女友
(My girlfriend, the cyborg)




if cyborg she appear in-front of me...

i am just a very ordinary simplicity person
why you people have to make it so complicating and make it so difficult?
a life planet with brainless animals...
i lived in a stupidest world...

where does the humans came from?

day after day it's already saturday!
and history was yesterday
what will happens in next second?
what kind of evolutions would change the world?
it all started from humans...

2人感觉 1人承受

虽然能彼此靠近 但感觉好遥远。。。

他不想再跑了 因为脚步越来越沉重　（离你好遥远。。。)
他再也跑不动了 因为感觉好累好想停下脚步 望着天空
他问了自已 没有爱情的人是否会长命
在感情当中 我们有太多不肯定与不解
也许 是时候该放手了 （这是唯一能够看到从前那样的你)
他又问自已 究竟应该继续还是该放弃 （没有人能了解他现在的心情)

他 猜不透。。。

我已经枯了 也干了。。。 谁能为我浇水

damn funny...
Hu is the new leader of china?

seriously i can't change the font size in my code and don't know which is which.

i already tried all the code le but still the same.

so bo bian lor have to use magnifier if you guys think font is too small for you haha


hey heii...
somebody said put more pics less words. so let the pics do the talking ok lol


wonder who behind u two!?


creepy face...     saw it?

she is a photo freaker haha...

Pretty Eyes.... LOLx


CooL....

What Hurts The Most

I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don’t bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok
But that’s not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin’ to do
It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I’m doin’ It
It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That’s what I was trying to do

another full time NSman from Infantry unit died on Tuesday morning(ytd). well, not any physical training or illness caused his dead but is during doing chin ups before their breakfast! do u hear/read wrong? No, is CHIN-UPs!!! he has completed six chin ups before he collapse. and they never do any strenuous exercises after they woke up but only chin ups. a very fatal incident while doing chin ups. this is the 3rd military incident in this year. the 1st two incident was a F-T NSman fainted during 2km WALK then died after sending him to hospital. another 1 is Officer Cadet died in Brunei, during training.

so scared.......! if one fine day i just like them sudden die! how sia... even a fit guy like him also can dies on chin ups. what else can happen? like when you poo poo then you died. see... so fatal...=.=" i think time has come then is fated de la no horse run ar...

oh ya...

happy 1st October's day

happy public holiday

happy hari raya

happy children's day

what a happy day today!

gonna to rain soon=.=

my area here si bei noisy arh!!! err... i mean very happening haha