today is the last day of 2008

never expect things will goes wrong in the future

yet, it does... went so badly just mine luck (dropping...)

from somebody to nobody

i pulled people down... people pulled me down...

so far from now, and not far from now

retarded but not moron

is mr nice, not mr right

has been honest but been tricked

from me to you, to you to somebody...

love comes love gone in every seasons

celebrations, just me no others...

have some greeting... no presents...

it's just my life...

memories of nobody

go on go on go on and go on... dis is how i spent and end my 2008...

P.S. 

07/08

thanks for the image with name and thanks for the cards with love and everything...

I'm sorry...

what do you think of me?

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Losing Someone   You love affection and the people in your life more than anything. Your greatest fear is that one day someone you care about won't be there anymore. You are a very friendly and inviting person, who draws in a lot of friendships with your kind, considerate, and loyal nature. However, deep down you are slightly insecure and unsure of yourself. You couldn't deal with it if you didn't have one of your loved ones in your life anymore. You don't have too much to worry about though, because with a friend like you, no one will want to lose you either!
Being Alone
Disappointment
Looked down on
Death
Where Your life is Going
Commitment
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what kind of mood are you Your Result: happy   happy is a good feeling and should be looked after. keep being happy and you will have a wonderful life.go and spread your happiness all around because there is never enough happiness.
angry
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Wich Twilight Charcater Are You? Your Result: Bella   Quiet and shy and very clumsy too! You love to read, especially the classics. your not very athletic and think your average but to everyone else, your pretty!
Esme
Jasper
Emmett
Edward
Alice
Rosalie
Carlisle
Jacob
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*you are this much of a jerk0%0%

 

You're a very kind and caring person. You probably make a very adequate and favorable friend. Good job! With more of you we might be able to have world peace [:

are you a jerk?
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you and your bestie are 49% compatible

 

Youve got more studying! find out more and dnt settle for less just cause you feel bad or something let them know whats up and tht you shouldnt be treated in such a way not so cool for a bestie! you deserve better and give good!GOD BLESS YOU!

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MeRRy ChRiStMAs!

another boring christmas eve and christmas for me...

想着谁 寂寞地过圣诞。。。

another boring saturday for me...

she's(?) out there and i in the circle... smile =) when you cry ~

every colors behinds us

i'm a goner o~(",o)

放弃了许多东西 来换取了那么一点自私的自由。。。 因为笨得可以
原来是那么脆弱的 不是从前那样了
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了
怎么了 断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
离开时的不快乐 放手了 变了 后悔了

你的黑发长了 为了谁而留呢
说过了 你真的懂了 都还记得
你伤心了 别想了 不痛了
梦幻的 拥抱着 哭了笑了
时间过了 走了 梦远了
回忆 已不能回去从前了
眷恋着 你累了 眼泪干了
说好的 寻找 你 幸福的

CONFLiCT

i already did whatever i could and very best

yet i still not good enough for those who aiming higher levels

i know i'm not very smart and not very intelligence

i know i'm quite sotong blur like cook more likely retarded

maybe i very stupid but i'm not idiot or moron

i already says don't push me so high coz i not in the standard yet

yet, i fall so deeply... damaged my self-esteem...

made me look like a passenger...

i know i not responsible and ran away like this

but seriously i'm hurt so deep...

when i not happy what can i do

everything already show on my expressions 

and expression does tell you something is going on

i don't wan talk about it anymore

anyway have to start looking new jobs again

intro anyone?

have to resetting my plan... have to delay everything... argh!!!