CONFLiCT

i already did whatever i could and very best

yet i still not good enough for those who aiming higher levels

i know i'm not very smart and not very intelligence

i know i'm quite sotong blur like cook more likely retarded

maybe i very stupid but i'm not idiot or moron

i already says don't push me so high coz i not in the standard yet

yet, i fall so deeply... damaged my self-esteem...

made me look like a passenger...

i know i not responsible and ran away like this

but seriously i'm hurt so deep...

when i not happy what can i do

everything already show on my expressions 

and expression does tell you something is going on

i don't wan talk about it anymore

anyway have to start looking new jobs again

intro anyone?

have to resetting my plan... have to delay everything... argh!!!